Hum log jab jahaz main bethe tab aik khayal mere
dil main aya jo es say pehle kabhi nahi aya tha, who yeah k Akhir esi kia baat
hai jo Allan meri etni care kar raha hai mana k dunya main insaniyat hai aur
bht hai mgr Allan ka mujh say etna lagao? Koi khas wajha? Aur meri yeah soch
bht gehri hoti chali gai, Allan samjha k main su gaya hon, mgr main apni
ankhain band kar k London k pehle din say aaj tak ki har baat par ghoor kar
raha tha, kabhi manfi khayal ata kabhi ache khayal, na mera aur Allan ka koi rishta
tha, na hi hum old friends thy, na hi humara mazhab aik tha aur 9/11 k baad tu
angrez Pakistani logono say wese hi bhagte hain tu yeah Allan mujh main etna
interest kiun le raha hai? “yeah bhi sach hai k aaj meri shaksiyat main Allan
ki chap lagi hoi hai. Uss say jo kuch bhi sekha aaj who sab batain meri
shaksiyat ka hisa hain. Dairy main agai chal kar aap ko andaza ho gai gaa k
main esa kiun keh raha hon.”
Main nai apne dimagh main ate howe sawalat ko wahi
roka apni ankhain kholi tu Allan bhi ankhain band kar k leta howa tha, main nai
jan bojh kar uss k kandhe par apna sar rakha apna moun us ki taraf kia aur apna
hath us ki kamar main dal kar sone ki acting kari, yeah sab kar jan bojh kar
raha tha mgr andar say yehi chahta bhi tha. Allan nai bhi koi muzahimat nahi
kari, halanke hum jahaz main thy log hum ko dekh sakte thy mgr main koi esi
harkat nahi kar raha tha jis say Allan ko koi problem ho ya jahaz main moujood
logon ko koi etiraz ho, sabh hi apne ap main magan thy.
Jahaz Qatar utra yahan humara 2 hours ka stay th
aur flight change honi thi hum log airport par aye tu main ne socha k ami ko
bata don kiun k meri had tak tu thik hai mgr Allan k liye ammi ko kuch khas
entizam karna pare ga mgr Allan shayad samjh gaya tha us ne aik dafa phir mana
kar dia k kisi ko kuch nahi batana wese bhi kuch hi hours ki bat hai hum
Karachi main honge.
Hum log boarding lounge main akar beth gaye halka
phulka nashta kia aur main Allan ko apni family aur rehn shn k bare main batane
laga. Mujh ko ye khayal aya k ami ko nahi tu kia apne cosin bilal ko tu bata
sakta hon aur who kisi ko kuch batai gab hi nahi kiun k Allan ka mere sath hona
mere liye aik mushkil tha ammi log aik lower middle class area main rehte thy
jahan kisi angrez ka hona khud us k liye security ka masla ban sakta tha. Main
nai Allan ko apne khayalat say agah kia tu Allan nai har man li main nai yahan
(Qatar) say Bilal ko phone kia tu who heran howa main nai us ko qasmain de kar
kaha k kisi ko na batai bus hum ko lene airport ajai aur Allan k liye kisi hotel
ka entizam kare baqi main wahan akar dekh long a, us ne kaha k kiun na who uss
k gher ruk jae, Allan bhanp gaya tha us ny saf saf keh dia k jahan tum wahan
main mutlb k jahan main rukon gaa wahi Alan bhi ruke ga. Kher, cosin mere ane
ki bat sun kar bht excited ho gaya aur uss ne kaha k who mere Qatar say rawana
hone ke aik ghante baad airport puhanch jae gaa. Main nai aik dafa phir us ko kaha k kisi bhi
tarhan gher pe kisi ko pata nahi lagna chahiye. Us ne wada kia k esa nahi hoga.
Humari karahi k liye fight ka elan howa main aur Allan jahaz main bethe aur abh
Karachi ka khayal mere dil main tha, ammi mujh ko ese achanak dekhe gi tu kia
hoga, sara khandan hoga sis ne apne Canada jane ka plan abbu k chehlum tak k
liye cancel kar diya tha. Who bhi ghr par hogi. Hum ko Pakistani tym k hisab
say subh hi Karachi utarna tha.
Aur bilakhir jahaz Karachi airport par land howa.
Hmare pas saman k nam par jst 2 hand bag hi thy jin main kuch kapre thy isi
liye custom per koi issue nahi howa Allan say Pakistan amad ka maqsad pocha
gaya aur us nai saf saf bata diya k mere sath mere dad ki death par pursa dene
Karachi aya hai. Jis par duty officer sirf muskura hi diya, hum log jese hi
departure launge say bahar nikle samne Bilal khara howa tha. Uss ne mujh ko
dekha tu awaz lagai aur main nai Allan ko us k bare main bataya hum log gale
mile main ro para (aik tu mujh ko bat bat par rona ajata hai) mutlab k anso
pata nahi kiun nikal parte hain.
Bilal apne kisi dost ki carola car le kar aya tha
hum log usi main beth kar mere gher jane lage, main nai Bilal say kaha k pehle
mujh ko abu ki qabr per le chalo tu us ne kaha k pehle gher chalet hain phir
wahi mgr main nai zid kari k gher say pehle mujh ko abbu ki qabr per le chalo,
qabrusta gher k kharib hi tha hum log pehle qabrustan gae ar jese hi main abbu
ki qabar par puhancha mere sabr, zabt k sare bandhan toot gae, aur main bilbila
k rou para, mujh ko Allan nai aur Bilal nai abbu ki qabr say hatane ki koshish
kari mgr wohi batate hain k main kisi zidi bache ki tarhan zid kar raha tha.
Pata nahi kitna dair main apne abbu ki qabr say lipta raha honga k wahan ane
wale aik buzrg nai mera kanda pakar k mujh ko hilaya ark aha kiun marne wale ko
takjlif deta hon, ALLAh ki amant thi us nai wapis le li abh un ki maghfirat k
lie dua karon aur himat aur sabr say kam lon, un buzrg ka hath bht nr mar
shafqat bhara tha main nai apne anso poche dher udher dekha tu mere peche hi
Allan aur Bilal thy dono hi khamosh khare thy hum ko shayad yahan 35-40 mint
say zida ho gai thy, main nai khud ko sambhala aur fatiha waghera parh kar
khara ho gaya.
Hum log shup chap gher ki taraf jane lage, lekin
yeah kia, yeh rasta tu us tarf nahi jata jaha mera gher that u hi mujh ko pata
laga k ammi logon nai north Karachi wala gher shift kar dia hai ar F. B. Area
main shift ho gai hain, main nai kaha chalo ye tu achi bat hai, Allan kuch tu
save howa.
Gar jese hi gali main ghusi tu mujh ko mere cosin
nazr agai kisi k wehm o guman main nahi tha k main araha hon. Bilal ny humare
new ghr k agai gari roki yeah f. b. area block 19 ka aik makan tha jo singl
story tha yani separate. Bahar pholon ki kiyari bani hoi thi aur darwaza open
tha ess waqt bhi shayad koi andar aya howa tha. Gari k rukte hi mere behnoi
bahar nikle ar jabh Allan ko apne samne dekha tu heran pareshan kuch kae bagher
andar bhage, andar tu jese hangama mach chukka tha. Bahar kuch cosin aur muhale
wale mujh saymilne lage aur mere dad k intikhal par mujh say taziyat karne
lage. Bari mushkil say mujh ko andar jane ka moukha laga . Bilal nai hum say
pehle andar ja kar bethak sahi karwai thi kiun k Allan ko filhal wahi bithana
tha.
Ami ko jese hi pata chala k main agaya hon who
sabh ko chor kar apne room say bahar nikli aur darwaze par hi mujh say lipat
lipat kar roi, main bhi khud par qabo pate howe ru raha tha mgr ami tu jese
apna sara sabr khatm kar chuki thi kafi dair baad un ko khayal aya k main safr
say ayah on aur mujh ko hosla dena chahiye phir main nai un ko jaldi jaldi ape
aur Allan k bare main bataya aur yeh bhi k hum wirf 6 days k liye karaachi aye
hain. Ami nai Allan say mulaqat kari s k sar par hath phera aur foran hi cosin
ko sister ko hidaat dene lagi k Alan k lie aik kara thik karain, us ko sabh say
pehle shower lea tha mujh ko bhi lena tha main nai us ko foran shower lene
bheja, yeah naya gher 4 room a tha. Jo k rent ka tha aura mi nai sis k kene par
hi change kia tha, gher ka holwa bhi kafi badl chukka tha kuch furniture agaya
tha carpet lage thy har cheez bht achi tarhan rakhi gait hi, kiun k dad ki
death k baad memanon ki amad ho rahi thi esi liye thora be tartibi thi mgr sabh
kuch mange tha. Alan bhi ami say mil kar bht khush howa. Gher k bahar hala mach
chukka tha k mere sath koi gora aya hai jo mera frnd hai tu har koi us say
milna chahta tha. Mgr main nai sabh ko mana kar wa diya k abhi hum bht thake
howe hain esi liye nahi mil sakte, ami ko bata dia tha k hum abbu ki qabr say
ho kar aye hain. Ami ko acha laga, phir ami nai abbu k death ki pori tafseel
sunai aur abbu ki death k baad bari ammi ka rawaya aur dadyal walon k rawaye k
bare main bhi bataya. Afsoos hi kar sakta tha kiun k teah sab tu pehle bhi ho
sakta tha, bus etna karam howa tha k abbu ka janaza huamre gher say hi uthaya
gaya tha. Baqi jo jese hain kabhi nahi
bdl sakte.
Allan safr ki thakan ki wajha say shower lete hi
so gaya aur main nai apne cosin ko hidayat di k Allan k liye mineral water
(asli wala) aur fast food waghera ka entizam rakhe sath hi Alan k uthte hi hum
ko Gulbrg police station bhi jana tha jahan Allan ki Pakistan amad ki reporting
bhi karna zaroori thi.
Etna dair main ami k pas hi betha ra kahan ki safr
ki thakan kaha k neend aya hi kitne din k liye tha jo aram karta. Allan jese hi
utha jaldi jaldi fresh howa aur main nai
kaha k hum ko police reporting k liye jana hai, us ne bhi hank aha phir aik
dafa pirus ne ami say aur sabh say mulaqat kari mere sath reh kar jo tooti
phooti urdu sekhi thi usi par uss ne bht achi tarhan ami say bat kari ammi ko
bhi bht khushi hoi, mere sath aik gora aya hai eah bat jungle main aag ki
tarhan har jaga phel chuki thi, hum log jese hi bahar nikle muhalle main rush
lag gaya agr Bilal jaldi jaldi gari na nikalta tu ess rush main humara nikalna
bht mushkil ho jata raste main mai ne Allan ko bataya k main kin ghabra raha
tha. Allan ne kaha never mind it is ok.
Um log gulberg ppolic station main dakhil howe tu
aik gore ko dekh kar sabh he alert ho gai, hum log roznamcha likhwane wale k
pas gai aur us ko apni amad ka maqsad bataya, uus waqt k S.H.O apne room main
thy thoda dair main unhon nai hum ko apne room main bulwaya aur bht khaoos say
Allan ko welcome kia aur mere father ki death par mujh say tziyat kari ark aha
k jabh tak Allan yahan hai police ka aik sipahi humare gher par duty de ga aur
jahan jahan hum jain gy humare sath security dy ga, SHO sahib ki ess bat par
main nai un ka dil say shukriya ada kia (un SHO sahib ko dehshat gardon nai
shaheed kardiya hai) aaj bhi jabh bhi un ki yad ati hai un ki magfirat k liye
dua karta hon aur un jesa har police wale ki banne ki dua karta hon.
Hum log police station say wapis gher aye tu sara
dadyal hi ikhata tha un kobhi pata lag chukka tha k mere sath mera frnd aya hay
jo gora hai, har koi us say milne ki koshish main ta yahan tak k meri bari ammi
ar step brother, sister tak agai thy. Allan sab say hi bht achi tarhan mila sab
nai us ka thanks kaha esi main sham ho gait u Allan ne kaha k hum ko kahi bahar
chalna chahiye, Bilal us ka maqsad samjh chukka tha s ne kaha k aap log ready
ho jao hum log kahi bahar chalet hain. Hum log ami ko bata kar Bilal k sath car
main bahar nikle police wala gunman humare sath hi tha jis say aik ruab par
raha tha, mgr abh hum log thoda reserve ho gai thy kiun k police wale ki
mojodgi main ziada khul kar bat karna acha mehsos nahi ho raha tha, Allan nai
traditional khane ki farmaish kari tu Bilal nai bataya k gher main aaj khas
khae ka intizam kia gaya hai bahar say sirf halka phulka nashta hi kar lete
hain, hum log pehle qauid e azam k mazar ki taraf gae aur thora sair kar k
wapis gher agai, Allan nai hi kaha tha k log kia soche ge k hum abbu k death
par Pakistan aye hain aur awara gardi karte phir rahe hain. Raste main Allan
nai kaha k bus us ko Karachi ka sahil dikha don aur kuch nahi hum nai 1-2 din
main jane ka kaha. Hum log wapis gher agai tu khae ka intizam ho chukka tha.
Hum log khaa kha kar ami k pas hi beth gaye mehmam aik aik kar k rukqsat hote
gai Bilal nai kaha k who apne dost ko keh chukka hai k gari kuch din usi k pas
rahe ge. Aaj ka din bht masroof guzra tha. Allan yahan k rishte waghera dekh
kar bht khush tha k kese log aik dosre k sath hain aur khayal rakhte hain
magribi muashre main en sabh baton ki koi gunjaish nahi hoti.
Raat hoi tu ami nai kaha k mera bister Allan k
sath hi laga diya gaya hai, hum log dosre kamre main agai, ami bhi sath aye aur
kaha k kisi bhi cheez ki zaroorat ho tu un ko bata don. Allan ko neend nahi
arahi thi aur who mujh say meri family aur yahan k rasm o riwaj k bare main bar
bar sawal kar raha tha aur meri pori koshish yehi thi k main us ko har sawal ka
jawab don, main nai abhi tak apna Pakistan wala numbr on nahi kia tha. Mgr kal
karne ka mood tha. Raatko Bilal k numbr par asif ki cal ae tu meri bat bhi hoi
us ne shikwa kia k main ayah on aur main nai bataya bhi nahi. Main nai kaha k
aaj ka din bht bhagam bhaag main guzra kal batata. Us ne kaha k who subh mujh
say milne aye gaa. Aur main kiun k bht thaka howa tha esi liye su gaya, subh
ankh khuli tu 10 baj rahe thy Allan mujh say pehle uth kar naha dho kar fresh
ho chukka tha ami ne bataya k nashta ready hai Allan nai juice pe liya hai main
jaldi jaldi fresh howa nashta kia aura mi ko kaa k main abu ki qabar par jaa
raha hon, main jabh tak Karachi tha roz hi abu ki qabar par jana chahta tha.
Aur jo kuch un k liye parh sakta tha parhna chahta tha. Ami nai kaha k yeah tu
achi bat hai, main nai Alan ko apna bataya tu us ne bhi sath chalne ko kaha
main nai us ko mana karna chaha tu us ne saf saf kaha k main tumahre sath ayah
on ar tumahre sath hi rahon gaa. Majboran hum roz hi abbu ki qabar par sath
jate main wahan aik ghanta guzarta aur wapis ajata. Yeah 4-5 din kese guzr gae
pata hi nahi chala Asif bhi milne aya jabh bhi who ata Atif us k sath hota
Allan say mil kar who bht khush tha aur mujh ko kaa k shukr tum ko bhi koi
mila, us ka kya mutlab tha main samjh raha tha mgr main nai koi jawab nahi
diya, kiun k mere aur Allan ki darmiyan esi koi bat nahi thi. Aur who din agaya
jabh hum ko wapis London k liye rawana hona tha. Ami ne humara saman apne
hathon say pack kia hum ko bar bar dua di, sara khandan hi gher aya howa tha.
Who log aur rishtedar jo pehle kabhi umare gher nahi aye thy who bhi aye thy
aur bahane bahane say Allan ka aur mera London ka numbr le rahe thy aur apne
bachon k liye wahan adjust karane ki bat kar rahe thy, main wajibi jawab day
kar sab ko mutmain karne ki koshish kar raha tha, humari flight raat kit hi hum
log sham 6pm gher say rawa ho gait u ami ki ankhon main ansoo thy main nai ami
ko aura mi nai mujh ko tasali di aur hum airport ki taraf rawana howe, Allan
bhi aaj bht chup aur gum sum tha. Jis ki koi wajha samjh nahi arahi thi. Hum
log airport puhanche aur jesa pehle howa tha hum log apna saman le kar sabh say
mil kar andar dakhil howe main nai aur Allan nai Bilal ka bht shukriya ada kia
us nai humare Karachi rehte bht sath diya tha.
Aur hum departure launge main dakhil ho gai andar
say main nai aik dafa phir ami ko phone kia aur un ko tasali di. Ami ne mujh ko
acha parhne ki nasihat kari aur Allan ka bhi thanks kaha. Main tu khud Allan ka
ehsan mand tha k who mere sath yahan tak aya aur mera etna sath diya. Jahaz
main bethne k baad main nai aik dafa phir ger walon ko phone kia aur apna
mobile off kar diya. Mai mehsoos kar raha tha k Allan kuch ziada hi khamosh tha
main nai wajha pochi tu sirf utna hi kaha k main kuch soch raha hon aur waqt
ane par tum ko zaroor bataon gaa. Main nai abh israr karna munasib nahi samjha
aur khamoshi say apna sar seat par tika kar ankhain band kar li, mere andar jo
becheni thi aur pareshani ki kefiyat thi kafi had tak who sahi ho chuki thi.
Aik sal main hi gher ka chakar lag gaya, abba ki qabr par hazri de di aura mi
say mil liya. Abh fir say wohi routine karna thi. Hum log via Qatar, London
puhanch gai, airport utar kar hum sedha campus gaye, sara rasa Allan ziada tar
khamoshi hi raha tha bus formal batain hoti rahi thi. Mgr main Allan k sath
pehle ki tarhan hi bartao kar raha tha. Hum log campus puhanche tu humare clas
mate, dean, class incharge ne humko welcome kia. Hum apne room main gaye fresh
howe kiun k lunch tme ho chukka tha is liye Allan k sath mess par khane chale
gaye, wahan Allan k kuch old friends bhi thy hum say humare safr k bare main
pocha gaya aur Allan say khas kar pocha gaya k Pakistan kesa laga, Allan ka
jawab bht acha tha k “main nai pehle kabhi etni muhabat aur khalos nahi dekha,
mera dil chahta hai k rest of life Pakistan main hi guzaron.”
Doston, Allan aur main dosti k ese rishte main
band gaie thy jahan hum aik dosre ko bht achi tarhan samjh chuke thy, mgr abhi
bht kuch janna baqi tha, yeah bhi aik haqeeqat hai k mere andar Allan ko hasil
karne ki tarap kabhi kabhi jag jati thi mgr main us ko sula deta tha kiun k who
aur main bht ziada khaloos aur caring thy aur main koi bhi esi harkat nahi
karna chahta tha k jis say humare rishte pe koi dagh aye, jab say main Allan
say mila tha main nai us ko kisi ladki ya ladke k bht qarib nahi dekha tha esi
liye mere mind main who straight tha han mazakh hum bht kar lia karte thy.
Humari study phir shuru ho gai aur humlog pehle ki
tarhan apni life guzarne lage, Allan apni family say milne Canada bhi nahi ja
saka. Phir us ne kaha k abh tum mere sath meri family say mile Canada chalna,
mai nai kaha yeah kese mmkin hay? Pakistan jana aik alag bat thi mgr Canada
jana bilkul alag baat hai. Us nai kaha k mujh ko sirf jana hogabaqi sabh kuch
who khud hi manag kar le gaa, main nai kuch socha aur kaha hain dekhte hain.
Meri sis bhi Canada hi shift hone wali thi. Esi bahane uss say wahan bhi
mulaqat ho jati. Mai nai flowers k kaam k sath sath newspaper bechne ka kaam
bhi shuru kardia, aik ghanta flowers bechta aur aik ghanta newspaper iss say
meri amadni thoda barh gai, flower ki sell say jo pese milte main Karachi bhej
deta aur newspaper wale pese main jama karta. Aur phir humare semester start
hone ka waqt agaya aur main nai apni pori mehnat shuru kardi, main aur Allan
dono hi apni class main parhako mashoor thy humare grads bhi ache arahe thy,
sab teachers humsay bht khush thy, dean hum pe hamesha nazr rakhte aur aksar
hum ko guide karte k konsa kam kese aur kab karna hai. Esi doran mere gher pe
net lag gaya main nai apni msn aur yahoo ki id active kari aur Allan k laptop
par aksar chit chat shuru kardi. Aik din Allan apne kaam say thoda late aya tu
main us ka laptop khol k betha howa tha. msn par Allan ki id on thi aur yahoo
par meri, mujh ko es ka andaza nahi tha k msn par kisi nai msg kia “hi Allan”
main nai jwab main likha k Allan is not here, tu us ne kaha k ok us ko kehna k
Jhon say contact kare, mere liye yeah aik mamooli batthi. Thoda dair main Allan
aya tu main nai uss ko bataya k msn par kia howa tha. Ess par Allan k chehre
par aik rung aya tu dosra gaya us nai pehle mujh kokaha k abh jab main laptop
use karon tu sure karon k us ki koi id sign in na ho. Meri samjh main nahi
araha tha k howa kia hai, Allan fresh ho kar aya tu us ka mood bht kharab tha.
Abh mujh ko fikr hone lagi thi k akhir howa kia hai? Main nai Allan k pas jakar
us ko pocha tu s ne kaha koi bat nahi bus thoda kaam ka pressure hai. Main nai
zid pakar li k Allan jab say hum Pakistan say wapis aye hain tum kuch thik nah
lag rahe akhir howa kia hai. Us ne kaha kuch bhi tu nahi.
Mgr main aaj fesla kar chukka tha k Allan k mind
main kia chal rha hai es ka maloom hona bht zaroori hai aur agr yeah kisi
mushkil main hai tu main es ka dost hon mujh ko ji jaan say iss k kam ana hai
baqi jo hoga dekha jae gaa.
Main zabardasti Allan ko study chair par bitha kar
khud neche carpet par beth gaya us ka hath apne hathon main lia aur us ki
ankhon main ankhain dal kar kaha k “Allan tell me what is going on?” mujh ko
kuch sahi nahi lag raha, mujh ko batao k akhir mamla kia hai? Aur iss k baad jo
howa who mere liye heran kun tha.
Allan nai kaha k, who aik Gay hai, aur as sex
worker London main kam kar raha hai yeah bat kisi ko nahi maloom sab ko yehi
pata hai k wooh kisi hotel main job kar raha hai, aur Pakistan main Asif and
atif nai us ko mere bare main bhi bataya, Allan kehta jaa raha tha au main
suntan jar aha tha, Asif ne yeah kia kardia? Atif ko yeah sab bakne ki kia
zaroorat thi, kash k Allan yeah batain mujh ko Pakistan main rehte hi bata
deta. Aur Allan ar gay hai tu is ne mujh ko pehle kiun nahi bataya? Aur jab who
jan chukka tha k mere sath bhi esi hi gar bar hai tu kuch tu kehta, main tu iss
dar say k mere bare main sab kuch jan lene k baad Allan kahi mujh ko chor na
dai kuch nahi keh paa raha tha. Mgr khud Allan???
Aaj pehli dafa mai nai Allan ki ankhon main anso
dekhe, meri ankhon main bhi ansoo thy, abh mainnai himat kari, mainnai us ko
kaha, Ab tum pareshan na ho jot um ho wohi main hon, tum batao k tum kia chahte
ho aur abh say tum yeah sex worker wali job nahi karo gay, Allan bola k who abh
bht use too ho gaya hai, one date each day wali kahani hai. Dosra k ess kam
main kamai bht achi hai jitna mainaik hafte main flower aur newspaper ki sell
say pese kamata hon us say kahin ziada who 1-2 din main kama leta hai. Abh
samjh aya k Allan kiun peson ki taraf say be fikr rehta tha? Allan ne mujh ko
kaha k us ski life jese chal rahi hai wese hi chalne don, haan who aur main abh
dosti say aik qadm agai barh kar relationship main ajain, Allan khud UK LGBT ka
register member tha. Mere liye etna kuch karna mumkin nahi tha kiun k humare
(Pakistani) society main yeah sab ka agr kisi ko pata lag jae tu aik hangama
barpa ho jana tha.
Main kuch dair khamosh raha aur uth kar khara howa
mere sath Allan bhi khara hogaya, rat kafi ho rahi thi aur hum logon nai dinner
bhi nahi kia tha. Mainnai khud k andar bht bht himat peda kari. Main nai Allan
say poche baher, aur kuch kahe bagher Allan k chahre ko apne hathon main thama
aur apne hont us k honton par laga diye, Allan nai bilkul muzahimat nahi kari
balke mujh say ziada deep response diya, aur hum kafi dair tak aik dosre ko
frnech kis karte rahe, humare hont, humari zaban aik dosre kandar hi aur Allan
meri kamar pakre howe tha. Mera liye yeah sabh naya nahi tha mr bht ziada time
k baad ho raha tha, agr mujh ko ziada tharak charhti thi tu main masturbation
kar lia karta tha. Mgr yahan London main kisi say nahi mila tha kiun k anajana
city tha aur anjane city main sabh hi ko dar lagta hai. Mgr khud mere sath aik
ensan mere jesa hi tha aur main pehchan bhi nahi saka. Jabh main aur Allan
beqabo hone lage tu Allan ka mobile baja. Hum aik dosre say alag howe main bed
par beth gaya. Sharmindagi tu nahi thii mgr sharm arahi rahi thi. Allan ne call
rec kari. Kuch jawab dia aur mujh say kaha k chalo chalet hain, main nai kaha
kahan? Tu jawab mila k tum chalo tu sahi aaj hum dinner bahar lain gy aur aaj
main (allan) bht khush hai. Mgr main khush nahi tha. Allan ko hasil kar lena hi
sab kuch nahi tha agr main Allan ko hasil kar leta hon tu phir us ki job say
kese compromise karon gaa? Main tu kabhi nahi chahon gaa k mera boy friend
dosron k bister garam karta phir raha ho aur part time mere sath bhi,
hishhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Main nai kaha nahi esa nahi hnoa chahiye, abh 2 hi raste
thy, ya tu main Allan ko chor dun ya Allan who job chor day, main nai after
dinner Allan say bat karne ka faisla kia, Khuda Khuda kar k tu Allan thoda nrml
howa tha main aik dam say hi us ko kisi nai mushkil main nahi dalna chahta tha.
Hum log dinner karne bahar
nikle, hum aksar shammainthoda walk karne k liye camps main ghoma karte thy.
Mgr city main bht kam jaya karte thy who bhi campus k qarib h qarib mgr aaj
Allan ka mood kuch aur tha. Hum log kafi dair tak walk karte us stop par aye
hum kahan ja rahe thy ka pata sirf Allan ko hi tha. Hum log busmain baith kar
London k posh area main agai. Yahan aik Pakistani hotel main bethe, Allan nai
khud, Biryani ka order kia aur main bht khus howa k aaj pure Pakistani khana
khane ko mil raha tha, biryani k baad hum nai kheer khai aur tea pee aur ess
doran Allan Pakistan ki batain karta raha aur yadain taza karta raha.
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